Depersonalization.. Derealization.. PTSD.. Anorexia.. Major Depression/Bipolar.. people have scripts and they don't have emotions. My feelings and words and body and thoughts and surroundings are not my own, they are not real.. I am not a person.. I am a shell.. I need immediate help but I cannot go outside.. I need something to keep me awake in the day and something to sleep at night, I want to be real, I want to recognize my reflection.. What is wrong with me.. Am I dying, am I crazy, am I evil, am I a psychopath? Am I human?Am I real? What have I become...