hello sir/madam, I don't know what's wrong with me. I just feel nothing. Like I'm not living nor death. I feel like I'm doing same thing over and over again. And I'm very sick of it. So very sick. I don't want to be like this. I don't want to feel whatever I've feeling till now. I want to talk about it with someone but I just cannot do it. I don't know what should I do anymore. I try to live my life just like everyone else but something just doesn't feel right when I try to be happy and cheerful and try to share my feelings with everyone. I can't do like that, I can't be like them. Happy. I can't be normal. What is this? What are these feelings? am I mentally not stable or am I depressed?