Dear Counsellor , Am Prince from Ghana,I feel very depressed in life because I have a certain speech impediment which makes it very difficult for me to talk.My opinions are kept in my mind even if I want to express myself and it makes me very inferior because when my friends are conversating or debating or says something about me that is not true when I try to utter a word it feels very difficult and I delay so much when talking,so they overlook my views and laugh at me again because of this I have isolated myself from people in school and everything else.I feel my life is very meaningless since I cant clearly express my opinions unless I really delay in talking and people think am dull,antisocial,boring and every negative thing you can think of.I have been isolating myself from people for a long time which has made me develop an addiction for porn which my parents have no idea about.My academic life has become abissmal,I always pray to God to forgive me for watching porn which I always do again.There was a time I got counselled not to think about the way I talk,so I started talking to people and making friends but It was temporal and I got back to my life of depression again.I feel empty all the time and I don't see the reason to live life or do anything with my life,because words make up everything in this world and if I cant express my views to situations it is very devastating am 17years old and I feel am not moving forward in life.My life is full of retrogression,nothing can motivate me in my life again and everything is going wrong for me in my life.I even planned to commit suicide today.Please Counselor help me with my life